Instrinsic acception of my actions,
asking was it really worth it?

Now I know this world isn’t perfect,
but damn can I catch a break.

Take a break from the stress,
Receiving so many bills I am tempted to change my address.
Catching so much flack,
My mind constantly runs with too many issues to address…

Everybody on your side is against you in someway,
My feet walk on eggshells always watching every I say.

Ridiculed for my ration,
Wondering whether I should ever explain action.
But then I would be left with little words to express all my passions

Never wanted to draw lines of separation,
It seems though without you becomes subject to many varying stipulations.
How you say it?
Who’s involved?
Does it add to or rectify the current problem at all???

All I want is to speak freely,
But this shit seems to cost way too much.
Bankrupting the Emotional Bank tapped for every single dimel

Left with very few options:
Silence, aversion, or just lying.
Pick your poison very carefully,
I have already chosen mine…

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